I nodded, wordless and embarrassingly choked up. A tear spilled over my cheek and I hastily wiped it away with the back of my hand, letting out a rough laugh and rolling my eyes at my own bullshit.
Christ, I'd always hated those simpering bitches in movies, sobbing and falling all over themselves over an engagement. It always seemed so stupid. But now I was an overwhelmed mess of emotions I couldn't quite sort through, sick to my stomach and half ready to run out the door before I could say or do anything else stupid, but underneath all of it, I thought I might've been... happy. Just happy.
And wasn't it just fuckin' pathetic that I still wasn't familiar enough with the feeling to be completely sure.
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Christ, I'd always hated those simpering bitches in movies, sobbing and falling all over themselves over an engagement. It always seemed so stupid. But now I was an overwhelmed mess of emotions I couldn't quite sort through, sick to my stomach and half ready to run out the door before I could say or do anything else stupid, but underneath all of it, I thought I might've been... happy. Just happy.
And wasn't it just fuckin' pathetic that I still wasn't familiar enough with the feeling to be completely sure.